eh, spring officially started last week and the daylight savings time made me lose my extra hour of sleep...

but i see more green, more birds, and an actual sunset with colors, too!

what's the use...i lose my freedom in a week's time.

i'm so lazy. i couldn't be lazier than this.

i'm never going to learn. i put my camera back to its old place - behind my seldom used clothes along with 5 more rolls of films. heh, can't really blame myself. i wake up everyday, look outside the window hoping for a good looking day, but instead i see no sun and everything is dead. they say spring's coming up soon, but i say it's still winter for another 3 months or so.

but i'm getting my pictures tomorrow! i'm so excited!!!

heh, really, i should be blaming myself not the weather. haha.

yeah so i finally got some pictures uploaded (finally). it is so overwhelming to see some people looking, too. i haven't received any comments but i'm not complaining. my expectations are not that high for myself.

being able to share my hobby to people who actually has knowledge about it makes me one step smarter. people i now consider as inspirations and as teachers...absorbing more ideas.

looking at things in a different perspective now...and lighting.

so i am excited to put something here. i found my saved photos in a small notebook that i thought i tossed in the trash some years ago. my friends, however, are too lazy to scan some for me. apparently, the heavy downpour of snow has made them busier than usual, if only i could find some connection. who am i to complain, i'm asking them a favor.

i guess i am still impatient.

so, i grabbed my camera one cold friday evening and took some night shots. can't wait to see what they look like. i bet nothing turns out to be a steady shot, with my hands and ass freezing back then. took some more shots this afternoon in a depressing weather. the sun wasn't kind enough to peek. i'm just excited to see the results, and i'm still cheap...i'd rather pay some $2 to wait 5 days than pay at least $5 to get it the next day. i may be excited, but i'm not THAT excited...or maybe i'm just cheap.

i will start making this one of my most visited sites.

thanks to all the extremes that happened in my life for a day, i feel myself coming out of the norm...again. not that i decided to be an anarchist. norm is still good.

but i'm going back to what i was 3 years ago.

thanks for all the event. i may be talking to no one. whoever reads this. just wait.